MIA & Back Again...
Monday, November 30, 2009

Time flies... It's been months since the last update..

Our ROM was over, found a new part-time job, results released, sch started for 2 months already... Woohoo...

Our ROM was nice & fun... Received many blessings from friends & family... Glad that things went smoothly even though planning didn't take more than a month. Everything was in a rush, rings, venue, food, invitations, decorations, gown, shirt, etc etc... A wild June for me & darling... But everything was worth it, cuz all planning was done by us & we had fun though we've had our fair share of arguments & disagreement along the way, but tt's the way it shld b!

Shortly after the ROM was over, i found myself a job in a call centre.. Sucky job but i stayed on till today as they allowed part-timers on weekday & working hours are quite alright.. Pay wise, it's rather standard.. But no wkends for me cuz the pay is still the usual rate, rather slack w darling or frens than to work.

Results came out in mid sept, rather late this yr... Well, kinda unexpected results, only passed 1 subj & it was the one which I thot i'll fail.. Rather, the one I expect myself to pass, I failed quite badly... Sighzzzz... By hook or by crook, I need to finish my last yr in 2010, can't afford to slack for any longer as we need to get a house, car, baby, etc etc... Therefore, I've decided to go with 5 subj... Took up 3 subj which I nv thot I would be interested in but heck la, I just needed to pass.. And if it's easier to pass, y not?!

Sch started juz 1/2 wk after the results came out... 3 days of sch for me.. Mon, Tues & Fri... I've been going for tues classes but nt mon & fri.. I shld really buck up... Haven been submitting assignments & tests since last year, but was forced to do so this yr as no submission means no answers!! Damn... So here I am, trying hard to write my 1st assignment for ISORG.. I've already missed the 1st, which means no answers for Tut1 & Assignment 1.. I tink I'm kinda lost in writting long essay of 1000words... Seems like "copy & paste" is what I am doing... Haha... Never mind la, at least I'm picking up the knowledge of the subject while writting the essay..

I'm trying to login to HDB page now.. Have been waiting ages for the results to be released!! We tried the Sale of Balance flats ballot & hoped to get a gd que num... But I guess it wun be the case as most of the cases I've heard have tried many many times b4 & are still trying... Anyway, we saw 1 flat in tampines that is of our almost ideal choice & it isn't that ex.. At least we still can afford it thou I'm not working yet... We tried house hunting in the resale market, but the COV is really a killer. The prop market is doing so well that everyone is selling their flat but asking for super high COV. This just turns the young couple or first timers like us away from the resale market to the BTO or even DBSS released from HDB. I rather get rejected by HDB than pay 30K COV!!! I really dun understand how ppl can fork out 20k or 30k juz for the COV.. I'd rather spend tt on renovation.

So aim now is to get a house, start mugging hard for exams, go for classes dilligently & to stop over-spending on food. Haha.. Saving money is a crucial thing to do, as many more committments are coming.. BKK & Samui trip, Bridal package, wedding dinner, honeymoon trip, misc for house, car, "baby-savings" & many many more wedding related stuff... Wedding is really a huge committment, not only the r/s between 2 person, but the whole lot of preparation work, money involve, ppl involve, etc etc.... Thinking of it makes me frustrated at times... Better stop thinking about it...

I need to carry on w my assignment.. Concentrate...

So till then, tk care people! :)

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Counting down
Friday, June 05, 2009

Yup, i'm counting down everyday.. Another 22 days to really slim down, get the face clear, research, plan, DIY, source, etc etc.. Gonna be damn bz! Hopefully things can go smoothly and happily! Haha....

Yup, if you've guessed it! I'm getting legally married to Mr Chen this month! Customary wise will come later, so we're only considered fiance & fiancee. Haha!

Friends asked if I'm happy! Oh well, I just find it too shocking, stress and a little shy about it. Happy, hmmm, maybe when it gets nearer, I may be.. But that doesn't mean I'm not happy about the whole thing, just that you cant see happiness shown on my face as time is running out!

It is overall a simple event but we wanna make it as memorable & beautiful as possible. Of course, there's a budget that we have to adhere to... :( So many many DIY stuff gotta be involved.. So glad that my bunch of friends are ever so ready to help out! Feel so touched!!! Thank you all, u know who u are.... Glad that we're all meeting up before my big day, let's have a little party!! Haha..
For friends who weren't invited, sorry but it is a little rushy and due to budget constraint, only a few closer frens and family members were invited! I'll invited the rest of you for the wedding dinner, ya?! :)

Well well, wish me luck in the preparation & the jian fei ji hua! More updates whenever I can! Hopefully with photos too.. Haha...

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Being positive helps???
Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Haiz.. I thought it's gonna be easy. But I was so wrong. It will not be easy and probably might be very very difficult. More obstacles to come, more disagreements, more people involve, more voices heard, more things to plan, more cork-ups, etc etc etc... It only makes me less keen to move on, less interested to research, less excited to plan..... I wonder how I should take it. I'm a stubborn person, everyone who knows me well knows that. I have my say, my stand, my views, my thoughts. Yes, selfish is a better word to describe me. Stubborn and selfish, I should jolly well detach myself away from all of them. I'm more of a harm than good. Yeah, I should have known.... I really should.

But I thought I should be positive. I thought things might just go the way I wanted it to. I really thought so! But I have never thought that there are always 2 sides of human. All along I thought they won't be a problem, because they seem so easy-going, things shouldn't be too difficult or complicated when it comes to them. So wrong, very wrong, super wrong.... Probably this is a big issue, that's why people tend to behave different from usual, but isn't it a bit too different? Maybe I'm not in the position to comment as I don't live with them nor know them too well, but it's affecting me. It's affecting so badly that I'm reconsidering my decision. Because I would think I am better off alone.

But the irony thing is, one actually told me to be happy. Just be happy and don't have to care what others say. True, very true! Totally agree. But it doesn't seems that one actually practise what he preach. Or maybe I haven reach the stage where I can see this. But if I can't even overcome the current obstacle, how can I ever reach that stage?! Haha... Complicated...

I really should get my mind off these and concentrate on exams... But knowing me, I just can't leave things hanging.. Because it'll just 'hang' on my mind too!

Anyway, things aside... I've just 'kill' 1 paper today! Yes! 2 more to go.. Low morale but still can go on.. Haha.. Macro is really a killer. I was so stress that I really din want to go for exams. But still, why waste money? Maybe I can just pass??? I really do hope so, but chances are low....... :( But I still hope for a miracle to happen! Cuz macro is changing syllabus next yr, I really do not wish to retake it cuz I heard it's tougher.. Well well, no point brooding over it since it's over! Just gotta wait for results.

Next paper is on next thurs. CF! Haha.. Haven started anything on this. But I shall keep the momentum to study probably from tonight onwards, do not wish to have another blow.. Wish me luck...

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Study study study.........
Monday, April 20, 2009

Exams time!

Haven been studying as hard as last yr! Damn! I tink I'm gonna flop all 3 papers tis yr.. Feel like giving up... But i noe i cant.... I have to smhw get it thru... Which i duno hw....

It muz be the LAZY factor & it's like lazy^10!!! Hun oso has exams tis wk, 3 papers too, but guess wat? He haven even started on anything!!!! We planned to study tgt during wkend, but ended up in Mind Cafe on fri nite & surfing net on sat. Sun was even worse, we went for a singing session!!! So sinful!!! Nonetheless, ktv was fun! Haha... Hun enjoyed his beer & singing while I indulge in choosing songs to sing...

Anyway, I've gotta get rid of the lazy^10 to prob lazy^1 from today onwards! Else, i'll nv be able to sit dw & mug..... But how? God knows....

Wish me luck.... Haha!

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Lazy Sunday..
Sunday, April 05, 2009

Am struck with the flu bug.. Feel so drowsy the whole day... And hun went KL for his biz trip.. Sianz... Having exams in may but I haven really started studying. I'm so lazy this year, duno why.. I'm thinking I wun pass all modules!!! Sucks!!

I think I really have to force myself to stop watching HK drama serials & really start mugging.... Should tell myself there's no more "TOMORROW" for studying, else I'll nv get started..

~~Rewind~~
Came bk from KL trip on monday.. Juz a short getaway tgt w hun, ling & the bf... Nothing much in KL as usual. Only shopping, dining & massage.. Massage was a first time thing for me, cuz it's foot reflexology.. It does help tired feets to feel very good after a 1hr session. But still, it's damn painful la!! Ling & I both agreed that KL is a damn cheap plc for "restaurant dining"! For the same price in different currency, we can eat double share! Really enjoyed tt part.. Shopping wise is really nt tt great, well, at least I dun tink it fits my style.. I always come bk empty handed, but the 3 of them each got smth. Hun & Ling's bf got specs & it's damn damn cheap! Good plc to get specs done!! Ling got apparels for siblings & some local food stuff. Well, nt too bad for them! But I think the next trip to KL, I would prefer to go Sunway Lagoon!!! It's been 10+ yrs since I went there.... Haha!! But I think tt can wait, cuz we still have 2 more trips coming up this yr! Tight schedule & wallets!!! Can't wait for exams to end so that I can go bk to work to lighten up Hun's burden & to save up for the trip!
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I was looking at some recommendation for ROM event. Found a nice place in SG, very alike to ang-moh wedding. Outdoor, sea-facing! And has indoor & outdoor dining area. Nice & cheap i tink! I enjoy doing research on such stuff but I really haven thot abt the future. Funny me... I''m also thinking of going for those wedding shows/events juz to see wat ppl gotta plan & save up for wedding! Haha... Sounds fun! But it's more for the fun than reality part. Haha...

Nevertheless, seems like everyone tinks we're going to get married for sure. It's funny how they think things shld fall into plc in this way. But well, maybe tt's the truth, I don't know yet.. But 1 thing for sure, I really wanna have a BABY!!! Juz the thot of having one thrills me! Haha.. Tis is juz in me since young, I love babies & it'll be perfect if I have my own! Cute!!!

Haha.. Reading what I've wrote, I can only say 1 word abt myself.

!!Contradicting!! ;p

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Birthday "Week"
Monday, March 16, 2009

Belated post for the week of my birthday...

Birthday celebration was great!! Had fun w frens, family & nt forgetting darling! Haha... Thanks for the all the SURPRISES & presents!! Esp to darling, wat a "luxurious" celebration tis year.. Thank you... As for the answer u want, i guess it'll take a while loh... ;P Be patient!!

Kinda lazy to write abt the celebration... Probably will do so some other time.. Haha...

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Bye 2008 & Dad...
Thursday, March 05, 2009

It's been a real long break from blogger...

Haven had time. Last quarter of 2008 has been really a bz one.... But nw it's all quiet agn...

My dad went up to "heaven" mid dec last yr.. We all hope he's happier there.. No more pain, no more sorrows, no more cancer.... It's a pity that he can't see anyone of us get married & I guess this is one of his greatest regret. Yup, he's still considered young. Haven even near retirement age and he's gone...

For the past 1 yr plus, he's been battling w cancer. He went thru chemotherapy, radio therapy, took chemo med, took morphine, took steroids, etc etc... Everything was to kill his cancer cells & GOOD cells... We all thot he'll get well. But we can nv under-estimate the power of cancer. It spreads, very fast... It recurs, very fast.... Even today, such a hi-tech world w advance science development, nothing can fight cancer, the NUMBER ONE killer...

We've all heard it and now seen it. It's scary to see hw an once big & strong man can fall so badly wen cancer is controlling him. Really, nothing is more important than health. Only to be in healthy state, den can you achieve what u want in life or maybe to simply just walk on ur own. We all know this very well but how many of us really does practise it??

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I've always enjoyed being in my current state, but nw, I feel it's a bit too quiet. No matter hw bad or good our r/s used to be, I do miss them... But I know this is only temporary. We'll meet again... Till then, here's a song which I love v much & says exactly hw I feel...


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mistress

a 25 girl who wishes life would be happier

sweet memories


wishlist

  • osteopathy treatment
  • yoga lessons
  • fitness first membership
  • travel around the world
  • laptop
  • SE W995
  • pretty clothes
  • black shorts
  • diving
  • olympus underwater camera
  • more money
  • dvd hi-fi set
  • dvd video recorder
  • dvd handy cam
  • a happier us









  • credits

    made by : deyanafu.
    picture from : roroca.